huh...

圣诞节

"Jingle Bell Jingle Bell
Jingle on the way...."
耶!
今年会在新加玻度过
不知道..今年的布置,是用什么主题?
好期待.......

一直都好想在新加玻度过圣诞节
自从中一/二
看到报章刊登那以童话作为主题的圣诞节
心..就悄悄地被那圣诞节给牵引着
只是...对家人来说..
圣诞节去新加玻
就只能用三个字形容
"人挤人"
所以....从来就不曾有机会...
从来就不敢期盼些什么

可是...
就是发生了~
在新加玻过我最爱的圣诞节...
是惊喜
对来我来说
这就象奇迹... ^^

忘了从哪,真的阅读过一篇报导
圣诞老人真的存在
每一年总会有好多好多人给圣诞老人捎信

当时...
真的好想也给圣诞老人写上一封

或许就是期待着些什么....
可是..就连我自己也搞不清楚..
自己缺少了什么~~

我爱的圣诞老人
哪一年的圣诞节..
你才会送我一份神秘礼物?

好希望
还能像小时候
在商场遇见你时
向你讨小小的礼物
我爱圣诞节
多过一切节日
包括,财源滚滚的新年
我的生日
不解...
可就是那么地不可思议

去年的圣诞节
曾经我很期待和他一起渡过
毕竟..那是我最爱的节日
可是....他做了选择
他很忙~~
去年..他的fb写着:

"this year christmas fun and suck, fun with you guys, suck that i not with you in this special day."

他不知道...

我曾偷偷因此而掉泪..

因为..这是我最重视的节日~

今年..同样的....

不能和他过...

我想...我们没缘分一起渡过这特别的一天

哈...

没关系拉..

我爱的圣诞节

今年..难得到新加玻

可不要让我失望哦!

总有一年
我要存够钱
到圣诞老人的故乡-芬兰

如果你细心些..
就会发现
圣诞节与我爱的冬天
那冰天雪地息息相关
XD

珍惜生命

All about My Dreams

 

 

All of these are my dreams hide deeply inside my heart

*Sigh*

Is hard to achieve those dreams anymore

The most important things for now are

Study hard, Work hard

Earn money and give my parents a comfortable life

Before its too late

When i have time for these

I guess I am a 30 years old woman

Brittle bones..

With the burdened of family

I am a mother

Haha XD

How to chase those dreams...

Somehow

I hope i am young enough for these

I hope i have time to chase for these

=My Dreams=

Truly, I love them so much

I have no idea whats happening around
haih
Lots of stuff ruining my mind

Today bought for my new internet cable..
supposed to buy 30m
but i ended up saying" I want 5m"
==!

Haih
Luckily just 1 second before i paid my cash to the cashier
I realised that
OMG
I was dreaming~~

58k rp for the new internet cable
Gosh
Luckily my friend lent me 40k rp even though i just requested for 20k
I had only 20k in my purse that time
If not..i need to walk back home once again...
2k left ..

Back home
Just then i realised...
Actually i can use my debit card to pay off the bill just now
Haih..
Left not much $$ in my purse..

Maggie for today...

Totally forgot that i need to pass up my ethics final essay by 2pm
Luckily one of my friends reminded me
when she wanted to take mine as reference
1pm noon
i just going to start and write my essay
huh

Everything goes wrong today
But luckily there are still someone remind me in time

I guess...
I need some rest....a long rest till tomorrow only start fighting for my exam~
SOS..

负责

今天...
开口向某朋友借钱
说明年一月回来时..
才需要的
2 juta= RM800

坦然的说
或许要明年年终才还得到

我....
只知道
我需要对自己的行为负责
妈咪给的钱...
是足够到明年3月的.....
可是...
却被我花完了...

我自认没乱花钱....
衣服, 装饰品都没添购...
大部分的钱...
都花在娱乐, 吃喝玩乐上...
哈...
可是..太离谱了..

现在好穷....
扣除了imegresen,airport tax, taxi fees
我就只剩RM100
要挨多2个星期...

明年起...
要再从妈咪3月时, 汇过来的钱当中
一点一点省起来...
填补这空缺...

想到就觉得好苦...
可是...
总比向妈咪开口要钱
好得多了

至少
我自在
我心安理得

人. 总是要学会抗下责任
人. 总是要学会负责

钱不够用

糟糕了
咪进了那么多钱给我
竟然钱不够用

啊...
超支了
好离谱的自己
无法原谅~

饿到醒了
好饿好饿好饿
晚餐只吃了中午的剩饭~
现在开始进行买一次, 吃2餐

真的没脸再伸手讨钱
啊...
就当着减肥吧
我可以的!

还是很饿很饿 :(