"感情再深，恩义再浓的朋友，天涯远隔，情义，终也慢慢疏淡。------ 不是说彼此的心变了，也不是说不再当对方是朋友，只是，远在天涯，喜怒哀乐不能共享。------ 原来，我们已是遥远得只剩下问候，问候还是好的，至少我们不曾把彼此忘记。" copy

曾经
常常
我问自己 "后悔了吗?"

至今
我仍有着相同的心情
相同的回答
"后悔了"

后悔自己的决定
后悔自己的坚持
后悔离你们那么遥远
后悔不能与你们分担与分享
后悔对你们的事一无所知
后悔我的生活记忆里, 少了你们

可是
路依然要走下去

如果可以重新选择
我不会离开
不会离开那我爱的家人
不会离开那我在乎的你们

或许
这样一来
我就不会失去
失去我在乎的

A Bad Day

Just finished crying
for 3 hours
Oups
My eyes will be swollen up tomorrow

It was a bad day for me

Starting from 2pm in the noon
I kept on 'ON' and 'OFF' the webpage
Staring at the clock
Repeating the same action
I just let the time passed by


Having discussion tomorrow
Yet, i havent start reading
Really, i have no mood
Moodless for everything
Not feel like eating, playing, online, or sleeping
Not feel like doing anything
Can i just giving up for tomorrow?

Trying to find someone staying beside me
Yet, rolling down the contacts in my hp
There are some friends i hope to find for
But, i just ended up nothing
No calling
No messaging
Even i typed the msg, but i do not send it
Huh.....

A bad day
All kind of bad feelings

*Miss*

Again
I missed the chance to view fireworks of my hometown
*Sigh*
=Miss them badly=

One of my wishes when i back home for CNY celebration
"Someone, or anyone could bring me to a free, wide place
viewing those fireworks"
*The fireworks scenery at my house isnt that nice enough
Too many blockage of buildings*
Yet, my wish did not come true
But now...
I wish to see those, even with the blockage of houses..
=Regrets=

Again
I missed the chance for 'bai tian gong'
No period coming this time *clean enough*
Yet, i cant have it
Miss the period of helping grandma with those stuffs
Miss the sound of firecrackers
*Used to hide up when small uncle lighted up the firecrackers*
*Quite dangerous *
Miss the period of standing in front of my house, viewing those fireworks with family
So badly, I miss all those

Miss grandma
Miss mummy
Miss my sister
Miss my small uncle
Miss my friends
......
And much more to go...

Marry You

那一天..


他说~

"听..哪一天, 我会唱这首歌..

求婚的那一天"