咪的通话中
都会问起
"他怎么样了?
你有打电话给他吗?"
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想说
我担心他
打从他回家的那一天起
担心有增无减
担心
他是否安好
他的家人是否安好
他哭了吗?又哭了吗?还在哭吗?
有时侯
我想送信息给他
想知道他的状况
却又怕他忙与葬礼等等
不想成为他的负累
不想在不适当的时候打挠他
葬礼,出殡应该过了吧
以5天计算的话
是过了...
他还好吗?
心情是否平息多了?
还是依然处于忧伤状态?
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他的妈妈生日了
犹豫了好久
不知是否该送上生日祝福
时机好像有些不妥当
'生日快乐'
真能快乐起来吗?
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想念了
很想很想
想他了
却不晓得
是否能如常的送上
"I miss you"
想念
好像在不对的时间出现
想念了
想到他房里待上一段时间
想念了
有关他的一切
2011年1月31日星期一
2011年1月25日星期二
...
It has been a quite long time
I do not post anything here
Not feel like writing while i was in M`sia
Eat, Play games, Sleep
What I did, was just
=Enjoy to max=
Back Bandung
Yet, no internet connection
Today is my 1st day for new sem
But, something ruined my mind
so badly
Spent hours sitting in front of my desk
Doing nothing, just blurred
6 hours, i just wasted by sitting and facing the wall
He was back
Back to M`sia
this morning
It was so sorry to hear that
his grandpa passed away
just, last night
haih.....
I still remembered
His laugh, his excitement
last friday
just 3 days ago
For his sister just born a little baby boy
For the approval to Australia
I still remembered
How happy he was
Yet, yesterday
He hugged me so tightly
He cried so badly
For his grandpa
He told
"His family supposed to give angpau during CNY, but now, received money from others"
"Thought of giving a surprise and back during CNY, but now, turned into SHOCK "
Thats life?
We cannot know, we cannot predict
what will happen just the next second~~
Felt empty after class, while i was alone
Thinking of him
Unknowingly, i went to his house and helped him to clean up
Thinking of him
His laugh, His tears
Everything changed so fast
I felt his sadness
Feeling so down...
"What he is doing now at M`sia?"
"He cried today? cried badly? keep on crying?"
"How was his family members?"
"Have they make decision to tell his sister about this or ?"
Arghh...
My mind was all about him
Life is just unpredictable enough
I do not post anything here
Not feel like writing while i was in M`sia
Eat, Play games, Sleep
What I did, was just
=Enjoy to max=
Back Bandung
Yet, no internet connection
Today is my 1st day for new sem
But, something ruined my mind
so badly
Spent hours sitting in front of my desk
Doing nothing, just blurred
6 hours, i just wasted by sitting and facing the wall
He was back
Back to M`sia
this morning
It was so sorry to hear that
his grandpa passed away
just, last night
haih.....
I still remembered
His laugh, his excitement
last friday
just 3 days ago
For his sister just born a little baby boy
For the approval to Australia
I still remembered
How happy he was
Yet, yesterday
He hugged me so tightly
He cried so badly
For his grandpa
He told
"His family supposed to give angpau during CNY, but now, received money from others"
"Thought of giving a surprise and back during CNY, but now, turned into SHOCK "
Thats life?
We cannot know, we cannot predict
what will happen just the next second~~
Felt empty after class, while i was alone
Thinking of him
Unknowingly, i went to his house and helped him to clean up
Thinking of him
His laugh, His tears
Everything changed so fast
I felt his sadness
Feeling so down...
"What he is doing now at M`sia?"
"He cried today? cried badly? keep on crying?"
"How was his family members?"
"Have they make decision to tell his sister about this or ?"
Arghh...
My mind was all about him
Life is just unpredictable enough
2011年1月11日星期二
小小口角
失眠的夜里
总会想起
那离开前
与你小小的争吵
你说
"如果每次你的回答
总得让我费尽心思
揣测你的心意
揣测你是说反话， 还是真心话
那是多么累人的事”
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那天
眼泪不自觉的滑落
那时候
我惊觉
我的无理取闹
我错了！
与你分开的日子里
我一直在想
那一天
那小小的争吵
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是我
在我离开前的那一晚
让你与你的朋友一同出去
是我
当你致电于我
得到我允许
可
又是我
对你说
“难道你不知道我是在说反话吗？”
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近来的日子里
想了很多
=正面和负面的=
我像是还没调整我的心情
以正面的心态去面对这问题
或许
我是个常说反话的女人
突然间
要变回正常
因为我让你累了..
而无从适应吧！
总会想起
那离开前
与你小小的争吵
你说
"如果每次你的回答
总得让我费尽心思
揣测你的心意
揣测你是说反话， 还是真心话
那是多么累人的事”
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那天
眼泪不自觉的滑落
那时候
我惊觉
我的无理取闹
我错了！
与你分开的日子里
我一直在想
那一天
那小小的争吵
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是我
在我离开前的那一晚
让你与你的朋友一同出去
是我
当你致电于我
得到我允许
可
又是我
对你说
“难道你不知道我是在说反话吗？”
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近来的日子里
想了很多
=正面和负面的=
我像是还没调整我的心情
以正面的心态去面对这问题
或许
我是个常说反话的女人
突然间
要变回正常
因为我让你累了..
而无从适应吧！
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