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It has been a quite long time
I do not post anything here

Not feel like writing while i was in M`sia
Eat, Play games, Sleep
What I did, was just
=Enjoy to max=

Back Bandung
Yet, no internet connection

Today is my 1st day for new sem
But, something ruined my mind
so badly
Spent hours sitting in front of my desk
Doing nothing, just blurred
6 hours, i just wasted by sitting and facing the wall

He was back
Back to M`sia
this morning

It was so sorry to hear that
his grandpa passed away
just, last night
haih.....

I still remembered
His laugh, his excitement
last friday
just 3 days ago
For his sister just born a little baby boy
For the approval to Australia
I still remembered
How happy he was

Yet, yesterday
He hugged me so tightly
He cried so badly
For his grandpa

He told
"His family supposed to give angpau during CNY, but now, received money from others"
"Thought of giving a surprise and back during CNY, but now, turned into SHOCK "

Thats life?
We cannot know, we cannot predict
what will happen just the next second~~

Felt empty after class, while i was alone
Thinking of him
Unknowingly, i went to his house and helped him to clean up
Thinking of him
His laugh, His tears
Everything changed so fast

I felt his sadness

Feeling so down...

"What he is doing now at M`sia?"
"He cried today? cried badly? keep on crying?"
"How was his family members?"
"Have they make decision to tell his sister about this or ?"

Arghh...
My mind was all about him

Life is just unpredictable enough