i am still me

sometimes...
i just wanna be alone
free from any messages, any call
i just need him beside me
just him
maybe i can only find what i want, from him
honesty
trustworthy
put down all my mask
i just want to be myself

sometimes...
i just wanna be in my own world
just my own world
free from any disturbance

sometimes...
i wanna find a space, a big big dustbin instead
throw everything, frustated stuff, sadness, every secret there
and everything could stay so safe there
i can just write, just say, just note down every of my single mood there

feeling so tired
life is just so complicated
human is just too complicated
everything aroud is just super complicated

i hope i will never change
i am still who i am
until i finish my 2 more years studies here
until i step into the society

i hope few years after
i am still who i am
no influence by those bad values
i am proud to be who i am now
so....please dont change
i just want to love in everything i love, i care now
i just want to keep my dreams till future

i hope i am still who i am...

Ps: i am so tiring of life..the moment what i need to face now...