Can you feel it?

You never know how much I care

Though I miss the past so much, too much

Though I miss M sometimes

I did

Miss and care about you

Me and him

The memories aren't that easy to be erase

He was there

In my life

For more than 15 years

He was the person I fall in love for the first time

He was the person make me believe in princess

He was the person who ever gave me fairy-tale love

He was my first love

He is the reason

For i don't trust in long lasting relationship

He is the reason

For i felt so unsecured

He is the reason

Yet

If you ever track in my life

If you ever step in my heart

You will know

You will feel

There are so many feelings i hide
There are so many words i never voice out

Sometimes I just pretended

For i don't care

So that you will never know how much i hurt

Whenever you leave

I did
I do
I will still

Love you