I am so STUPID

Finally he online

Finally i asked
"we are friend rite?"

"yes, sister somemore"

At that moment, I am hesitating about my decision
That "sister" , this relationship which  i want to take it as forever

"so we just continue as friend la, dun wan sis-bro...can?"
My tears rolling down, crying so badly
This is the first time, i give up on someone i really care 1st

" reason come on"


"tired ad, because care you too much, tats make me suffer"


 "if no more mean you will not care anymore? something like this?"

"hmm..maybe ba.. maybe just take you as friend, so whenever feel you are so strange to me, dun have so much hard feeling"

I already so much regret , once i told him these
Regret for putting an end to this tie which i still care, very care indeed
*Crying*

原来　惟有到真正要放开的那一瞬间　才晓得
自己是多么的在乎　自己是多么的不舍
在乎到　觉得自己还是可以接受　一次又一次见到的
那陌生的他

我后悔了　到极点