dreams

"When people appear in your dreams, It's because that person wants to see you." -- Time Magazine

Is that true?
Maybe it just partly true
Maybe it is used in those ancestor`s case or someone who had passed away

was dreaming last night, about M
this was the second time I dream about him during this holiday
maybe, it was true that i miss him quite lots?
i was thinking back the past time
haha!
when someone told me that :" i steal away her smile, help me bring it back"
i felt that was something profound which he had stated
and i was thinking "why my ex never told those great words?"
haha!
he stole away my smile, really, too much
he stole away my trustworthy in love

my smile was just too little when I was in Form 1 till Form 5
even when i stepped into my foundation
thats why my lovely primary teacher always tell me
"u should be in ur age..happy~ not as now.."
haha!

and feeling unsecure for the relationship between me and my dear
i really havent get to trust HIM 100%
still worry that he might fall in love with others (as there are lots of pretty girls and I am not the one)
worry that he might fall in love with others when he is lonely in the future when we separate apart
worry that we might get further futher and further apart, till there is no same topic between us
still worry for many others
feeling unsecure, even he really do treat me well
i do trust him, but my heart keep shivering
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worst!

i missed my ex
although i knew,
i shouldn`t do so
*sigh*

"Is that because he wants me to see him?"
"Is that the reason he appears in my dreams?"
"Is that he miss me too?"

100% IMPOSSIBLE