Dont scold me, dont talk bad about me

Haha
I am just the one
who can cry so easily
who tears can fall down so easily

I am just the one
who cant stand any scolding
my tears will just falling down

I hate it, when someone scold me
or give me a black face
I am just the one
who feelings can be so easily distubed by others

In the past
I cried
even for my mum threatening voice
She said, "I am not scolding, just saying you"
But...my tears just fell down
usually, i hide it

My mum always complain for i cant differentiate between 'say' and 'scold'
Haha
I am just the one
So, dun talk to me with a loud voice

I cried
when having dinner with him
Thats not because of his fault
though, he felt,he was the one who made me cry

I just cried because the 'ibu kos' here
Thats it
I felt happy when cooking
Just loaded with stress
with someone mumbling :(

Although i cried, i never regret for cooking for him tonight
Although there was so much failure today
I am still feeling blessed today
Because i cooked for him

No matter how is it
I had tried my best
Even the taste was worst
I was happy
Because if the taste is really worst
I would only keep on smiling like a fool
and said "Haha..Mcd Delivery"
Thats me :)
I wont cry for being failed in my cooking

Just then.....
I was so stress today
from begining till the end when i cooked
Huh...
Thats why i broke down
HATE someone for showing me black face

I guess....
I scared him just now
because my tears just falling down
This is the 1st time i cried in front of him...?
I guess so
Haha

Today.....
supposed to be a happy day
because the rainbow bookmarks appeared in my blog
But......it hide a bit sadness
Because someone`s black face
><
not worth

This morning
He gave me Ferrero Rocher
Haha :)
so so so so so so so happy
But i just want to keep them ........
But
i will try to keep without attack by moulds
I just reluctant to eat them
Thats the gift from him

Apart from this
There is another kind of feelings i faced today
Ha..
caused by someone who is important for me
But.......i am not that important for xxx
huh
Hurt for some words xxx said

I am just the one...
who can be sacrifice so easily
I am just the one...
who you can hurt rather than hurt others
so sad for this
"Can you....think of me 1st for once..? think of my feelings, care for me, worry for that u will hurt me...Just once...?"