Proud of my religion

To be sincere
I would like to say this
I am so proud of my religion
Especially after i saw some scenes today
I love Buddhism, close to infinity

Passing a xxxxxx building near my house
During the noon time
The scenes in front of me made me felt like vomiting
There were thousands of doubts in my mind, wondering why and how could those be

At the free spaces of the building
I saw blood spreading over on floor at a corner
Then, lots of internal organs at the other corner (super lots), with some people cleaning on it
Meanwhile, there was a corner with all the skin of the animals, just skins
And a corner for cooking, with people throwing meats inside the big pot
Also some people cutting the meats and bones and packing into packets

I do not trying to look down upon others
But, for me, those scenes are somehow so disgusting
Although there are doubts in my mind on how they can do so in the building
which i feel those kinds of buildings are the purest place ever
where i could feel the essence of life, calmness there
I respect for that
As every religions are just differ from one another

But
The proudiness towards my religion grows to a very large extent
I love Buddhism XD