Little pieces that touches my heart

Thats the guy
So much things that he done recently,
For me

All of the little pieces touches my heart

Studied at his kost while I was having organic chemistry the next day
complaint for hungriness
complaint for no 'chocolatos' in his room

Again, the same thing I did
before going for Deepavali celebration
Thats him, took out a packet of 'chocolatos'
That, took me to the surprise
But, it touches my heart more

Next....
He became my chef
All of the dishes he cooked, were my favourite dishes
And only one dish for himself
Most important
Thats my favourite 'sweet sour chicken'
Thats the taste i used to and i love
And thats him, tried to cheer me up through his meal
I felt his compassion and love

But....the day when i went to his house, while i skipped class
helped him to cut vege. before the dinner start
His face, his words, his accompany....
already took away my hard feelings........
Thats only him, who has the magic power of healing

Then...
again....
a single message...
"Dont drink cold water"
Simple, but warm

He always remind me for take care of myself, especially during the period time
because backbone pain, tummy pain, pale are what i used to face
He is always there to remind me of my coming aunty
And it reminds me to bring my neccessary thing when going to school

Moreover
He bought the sweets
which i asked him to choose one of it
to get my constellation
He failed to do so
But
he bought it again when he ever been there

It touches my heart again
For me, thats shows his love
For me, thats the one who love you
cares for everything u said
willing to give a try for everything u want

Yesterday
he passed me a card
Haha, not credit card, but it is priceless

Thats the card for playing games in the playground
Thats what i used to play, whenever i was depressed, stress
and i couldnt find ways to release it
Thats the priceless card
Because, i know..
Based on his character , his mature nature
He wont be there to accompany me while i was playing such childish games
And i will never request for him that i want to play those games
Because he is just not the type
He is just not that childish as I

I actually felt sad for this....
previously...
Sometimes, i hope, he is the type of guy
Accompany me to go crazy whenever i was depressed
He is not, i know that well
Because if he is the type, thats not HIM anymore
thats not the guy i love anymore

But now, using that card, having that card
It seems that he is just beside me
whenever i play the games alone next time
Thats priceless for me :)

There are too lots of things he done for me

If you can look through, inside me heart
You can see, hiding behind all these touching pieces
There hide a corner, where i am so nervous enough
I am just so nervous

Thousands and thousands times
I try, to comfort myself
to make my heart cool, not feeling touched for everything he did
Thats because
I am nervous
That i may lose him one day
I just cant imagine...
Whats my life going to be without him

The only guy who knows me so well, even better than my parents
The only guy who knows every single feelings i tried to hide deeply inside my heart
The only guy who knows my thought before i vioced it
Thats HIM
Thats the man
who will help me to fix back my cupboard
who will calm me down
who will fix all the messy condition back to normal

Thats my Man
I love him
And i just cant afford to lose
Just stay beside me, till the end of my life...............
Can you...?