My Family

The person I love the most
My Mum , My Dad, My Sister
=My Family=

No matter how, No matter what
I know
They are the one who will always be my side
They are always there to support me
They are the one who will never leave me
Friends come and go
Boy friend leaves you
But the one who will always stay there forever is:
My family
They will always be placed at the first in my heart

I always prepare for the death of my mum and dad
And take it as granted everyday as they still alive
I am not cursing them,
Just then...
I know that well
They are getting older and older
My parents are the oldest among all my friends` parents
And they arent that healthy
They do not go for healthy check up
They always take some painess secretly
They always reluctant to go for doctor
They always save while taking meal, but ask us to take healthy meal
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Although i always prepare as they will leave one day
I still will burst down, break down when they leave
I guess...that time.....
It will be a long long long period you cant see my smile
I will be living without a purpose
Living without soul

My parents are always my motivation to struggle, to excel
Because I want to give them a blessing life
With our own house
With our own car
With no worries on money
With a lots of healthy food, supplement for them

I want to be their support
I want to protect them, my dad, my mum including my sister
From every sadness
From every danger
From every bullies

When i grow up
When i am mature
When i have the ability to support mine, including their living cost
I want to give them a comfortable life

When i grows up
When i am dependant enough
When i am strong enough
I will fight back
to those who look down upon my parents
to one of my auntie who keep on asking my mum
"How do you support her to study pharmacy course..Do not ever think that the big uncle will lend you money..Because he promises to give money to my husband for blah blah blah...."
to the aunty who keep on saying this
"Why do you choose pharmacy course? Study STPM lah...Your parents isnt............."

I will fight back that time
Without any respect anymore
Not keep silent anymore
Because i will never let any bullies to my parents
Thats my parents who i respect, i love so much
"Do not ever talk any bad of my parents in front of me
Maybe i just keep silence now
But it doesnt mean that i agreed with what you said"

I ever remembered
There was once, I really couldnt stand
But my mum pressed my down
She just tried not to make any problem
SO she bare everything
But...NO NEXT TIME

To the one who bully my sister
I ever remembered
When she being bullied while she was in Chinese Society
I really hope that time
I was a 'bad' girl
Then i could slapped her twice
And warned her "Not to bully my sister!"
If same thing happens once again
I will slap the girl, although she is older than me
But she doesnt worth for any of my respect
I never want anyone to bully my sister anymore when i grow up
But protect her

I always want to protect them
I always hope to be their support
Although growing up isnt that fun
Growing up means loading with more stress, more problems
But i always hope that i can grow up quickly
Thus...
I have the ability to protect them
And tell them "Rely on Me"