Have u?

Have u ever experienced this?

typing messages for someone..
but u deleted it all or kept it in ur draft without sending?

staring at someone`s msn..with his status light glows red..
feeling wanna talk to him..
but u stop ur mind from thinking bt that..
stop ur hand from typing messages for him
because u r just not sure whether he is busy now..
and u might disturb him?

feeling wanna ask him to accompany you for dinner
or ask him to accompany u to buy something at shopping mall
but u did not do so..
because u worried that he is doing his assignment?

feeling wanna messages him
but u worried that he might be sleeping ?

i guess most of people experienced these..
HAHA XD
but that "him" is my bf..

although he already give me permission that i can disturb him anytime ^^