I still want you

I made him worried again..
because of my ulcer..
because of my coughing..
because of my health problem..

Maybe is more suit to say like this :
I made him worried..
I drove him mad..
because I was the one ..
who dont care of my health~
I was the one..
who dont know how to take good care of myself..

I smiled,
so happy in heart..
while from his tone, from his voice..
i knew, he was concerned ..
bout ME ^&^

I miss him so much today..
for no reason..
just missing ......
I　miss him..

I remember..
thats why i removed the crispy, fried chicken skin while taking meal..
ate only the meat..
because i knew..
I have to, recover as soon as possible..
I have, I have to..
I cant make him worry bout me again..
because I CARES, CARES bout him..

I remember ..
I remember of his blogpost..
I remember how hurt was I when I read through tat..
He said..
he wont like a girl who dont know how to protect herself
he wont like a girl who dont know how to take good care of herself
because he knows, he is not an attentive boyfriend..

thats why..
I want to learn..
learn to take good care of myself..

because i still,
still want him to be with me


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