i lost

i lost him
dunno wats going on..
i wan to call him..
but..
i just dunno is he busying now?
i just wonder will he feel tat i m so 'fan'?

haix..
i dunno wat to do now..

is tat my prediction is true?
we will broke up soon?

i really feel so much unsecure..
start from that day i saw a novel title'broke up' in sin chew daily..

the same thing happened few years ago..
and i broke up with M after that..

will same thing goes between us?

Feeling so unsecure..
really so much unsecure ><

WORST　feeling!