trustworthy

He asked me :" There is no chance that both of u can turn back to the past?"
the past time where we r still close together, very close...

"No, i tried before"
she tried , perhaps..
but maybe our efforts just at wrong timing..

"why?"

"i cant get to trust her now"

sad to tell this..
but i hv to admit..
a relationship without the value of trustworthy in it..
is hard to maintain, really..

ur heart asked u NOT to,
but ur brain will keep suspicious in every little things she said..
u will worry that u might be betrayed again....
u wondering, when and which is the real version of she..

'if i din ever get badly sick and back to m`sia before, the situation will not be like this"
i knew that..
i hope that badly too, sometimes..

miss previous moment..