Humanity

Time flies..
I keep asking myself this 2 days:
" who am I?"
"Have I changed?"
It is just so strange to look at myself..

Doing group assignment..
Everyone is not willing to bring the laptop..*including me*
Where`s the value of sacrifices in me?
Why hv I turned into such a 'not helpful' person?

Is tiring perhaps~
Everytime discussion, U r the only one who bring laptop
U r the one who keep giving opinions..
U r the one who keep typing the info..
U r the one who need to tidy and compile the info at last..
U r the one who need to bring ur laptop during presentation..
Others?
They keep chatting and santai+ing~
Whats the effort they paid?
NOP..

Facing all these...
'Will u still reply "okay" when someone ask u to bring laptop next time?'

Then...
I starts..
to be like them...
I am one of them now..
It ends up with a very fair solution: everyone gets to bring laptop

haha~
is laughing at human..
a group of selfish human..
is looking down at them
*including myself*

I wish I could sacrifice like what i did at the begining..
but could I do those willingly,without any blaming?

I am just a normal Human..
perhaps, I havent get to learn the greatness in GOD..

Lead me and guide me to the right ways, perhaps..
I miss the previous version of Me so much~